At so many moments over this past year I have felt so far away from God. And that is wierd to say because I have seen Him work in many areas and have had those "that was totally God" moments but when my heart is heavy with concern for my loved ones is when I feel the furthest away. I am learning, sometimes minute by minute that I can not control what they do or do not do with their lives. The choices they make are just that, their choices, and while I do not agree, I can not control them either. Oh, so hard sometimes when my heart is breaking. My heart is breaking right now and while I do turn to God with my prayers, or let's be real here, my begging for Him to do SOMETHING. Tears fall from eyes as I hear His gentle words saying just give it all to me. Lord, I am trying...oh how I am trying. While visiting another blog they had this video posted.
I am daughter who hurts for her mother, but if all on this earth is gone I will have my Lord...because He is my Savior, my comforter, my Redeemer...I will rejoice in His love for me.
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