Doing better...

Thanks to all of you for praying for me over the past week. I have felt the power of God lift my spirits and encourage me and I know that is because of so many prayers. After I read and reread my post last week it does sort of bring to light the undertone of selfishness and has helped me realize that my attitude needed to change. Prior to that post I had headaches for three weeks straight and finally caved, spent way too much money but went out and got a relaxing massage to help relieve the stress caffeine, sleep and drugs could not help. I felt so much better almost instantly. I have now been headache free for 9 days! I think the combination of that and finally getting out my feelings whether they made sense or not really helped dump the deep rooted stress I was carrying. I also realized that my blog is not the most appropriate place to vent these kinds of feelings with that degree of honesty. That should be saved for my journaling time. However, I want to make sure I ask more for prayers if I need it. Sometimes I can get so caught up in trying to do it all on my own when we are a "body" of believers and I need to remember it is ok to ask for help. You are all precious to me and I am humbled by the love that has been pured out...thank you.