Nesting or Hormones

For those of you that do not know Ayana's Mom will be giving birth to a little girl anytime in the next 3 weeks. We have asked to be considered as a placement for her and have a good shot since they like to keep siblings together. So because I am some what of a planner, (and I only say some what these days because frankly it is a part of my life I have had to be flexible about), I opened a bin full of Samantha's newborn clothes. Oh the memories flooded in and I just started crying. All these images of her in these tiny clothes popped into my head and I began to miss her as a baby. She was so cute and had so much hair! She was a fussier baby than Jacob but was a super sweet and snugly too. Anyway, I had to quickly recover and pulled a few things out to wash just in case God blesses our home with this newborn little girl. So I guess this chapter is a "to be continued"...